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deathcultreject
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Beware, here be toxins
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jciw5I1FNnk
It knocked before it started today.
Twice on the wall, quitetly, but like a neighbour politely complaining about the noise.
Then the scratching started.
(It woke me up last night, on the other side of the room, just when the dream was falling into place towards a happy ending. They can hear your moods by your heart beat.)
It knocked twice and started as soon as I started making subliminal loops, and all I was going to do was rewire some dopeamine reward pathways to give myself a positive response to doing my own fucking housework.
For newcomers to the thread, I have never been diagnosed as having any mental disorder other than Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I tend not to have black outs unless I go out and get drunk, or drink in the company of certain people whom I now avoid. (There are other people who seem sound, but I just don't get 'round to getting in touch with them.)
Anyway, I was quite pleased it had done something to comunicate, and I haven't ruled out the possiblitiy that it's erm 'spiritual' so I went downstairs and watched another episode of 'Spooks' on DVD.
I suppose it doesn't matter what I think on the surface, the reward state I had planned for doing my housework got wired to watching Anthony Head's character psychopathicly 'turn native'.
" . . . so you see your little subliminal games might make our operatives make errors of judgement later on in their careers, there are more people watching you than you've got friends . . ."
So am I going to buy the dream?
The 'spooks' propaganda message that intelligence agencies aren't perfect, but the good guys always win by the skin of their teeth?
Shall I stop cursing and go back to military martial arts as a hobby and seeking enlightnement?
No.
Not consciously anyway.
But I might keep up the martial arts and seeking enlightenment.
We know for a fact that the allies gave German and Japaneese war criminals an amnesty when they wanted staff for MKULTRA.
Only a tiny amount of MKULTRA was leaked into the Freedom of Information Act.
I think they gave paedophiles and all kinds of child abusers a conditional amnesty for exactly the same reasons. After all, child abusers who get away with it know more about multiple personality states than anyone else does, and controlled states of multiple personality makes the perfect spy.
And then the amnesty got completely out of hand.
So maybe I should play a creeping barrage of subliminal voice loops a bit more, just in case I'm really listened in on. Nothing too collateral; I'll just 'affirm' the selective destruction of organised paedophiles, oh and maybe perhaps organised rapists as well.
I don't think that's too unreasonable.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j27LmQWpkeA
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Lilypat,
You want to know about my alter?
She is a bitch..............
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Damn Brandy and cigars and all those wonderful drugs so many years ago,
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There's a scratching that sounds like a mouse again.  |
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Lilypat,
You want to know about my alter?
She is a bitch..............
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LilyPat's not posting at the moment.
But that doesn't mean we shouldn't all be nice to her. |
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